03 12 / 2013
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30 11 / 2013
The other night I just started writing… and I actually like where it’s going. So, here is what I consider the first chapter/scene of my first attempt at a FanFic…
I obviously don’t own any of the Teen Wolf characters or concepts.
Rated: T (may change in the future if I continue the story)
Derek was in dire need of a distraction; he didn’t care what or who satisfied this need he just knew if he didn’t find a way to clear his mind, even if it was only for five minutes, he wasn’t going to be any help when they had to face the alphas.
Derek was entirely stressed out and worried about how things were going to play out over the next few days. He’s had to deal with threats before, but this one was different and putting his whole pack along with Scott and his pack of humans, which ironically included a hunter, in danger just didn’t sit right with him.
Everyone was supposed to be at the loft plotting against the rival pack, but of course, like always, everyone is late. Boyd and Cora were supposed to be following the twins around, trying to figure out where the pack is staying, but that shouldn’t be taking them so long. Peter, no one ever knows where that psychopath is, and then there’s Scott who’s probably either making out with Allison or following Isaac around like a puppy. Derek didn’t understand why none of them could just do what they are told to do.
“Aghhh!” Derek yells, trying to relieve some anger.
He finds himself shocked when the loft door begins to slide open. Derek was so distracted by his thoughts that he became completely unaware of his surroundings— not the kind of distraction he was looking for.
“Oh, of course.” He says sarcastically as he realizes who’s walking through the door. Now how is it that the only human in the group that has absolutely know ability to defend himself, the only one that does what he’s told.
“What!” Stiles shouts to Derek as he turns his back toward Stiles. “What do you mean ‘oh, of course’?” Stiles says in his best Derek voice. “You say it like it’s a bad thing I’m here. You’re the one who called for the pack to come here.” Stiles pauses for a moment before continuing his rant. “Now, I know you think I’m just a human who’s worthless and gets in the way but…” He pauses again, not knowing exactly how to continue his pity party. When he takes the chance and makes eye contact with the alpha, he sees something in his eyes that he’s never seen. Derek is beginning him to stop talking, not verbally, but through physical expression.
Stiles is laying all his emotions on the table and it’s not doing anything to help Derek’s situation. The way stiles stares at Derek makes him almost positive that he can see the panic and worry in his eyes. Derek turns to walk toward his spiral staircase. His automatic reaction being to flee the intimate situation, but stiles stops him.
“Derek wait.” He states putting a hand on the alphas shoulder to stop him.
Derek pauses and as soon as he does Stiles goes stiff; his hand on Derek’s shoulder shaking, his heart increasing speed and Derek can hear him opening and closing his mouth trying to figure out the perfect thing to say. This situation is becoming much more intense than it should be.
“I uhh… I’m sorry I… uhh… are you… no. Sorry this is just,” Derek turns to face Stiles, his normal sarcastic, questioning smirk placed on his face as the younger boy continues to mumble his way through his statement. “I didn’t,” Stiles tries his best to gather his composure and continue, “I didn’t mean to storm in and start ranting, I wasn’t paying attention, I gosh… this is awkward, and probably completely inappropriate considering who you are and who I am, but…” Derek is quick to interrupt Stiles putting his guard up fast.
“Then you probably shouldn’t say it Stiles.” Derek says, or more accurately taunts, a part of him wanting Stiles to continue what he was saying.
“Your right I probably shouldn’t.”
Derek shakes his head in agreement and begins walking up his stairs again. What he wasn’t expecting was for Stiles to follow him. He didn’t understand how Stiles was so brave when it came to him. Stiles followed Derek up the stairway and continued. “But, when has that ever stopped me before.” Stiles and even Derek was shocked when instead of turning around and basically pushing Stiles down the stairs, Derek let him continue, he let the annoying human boy follow him up to his personal space. “I can see it in your eyes, I didn’t realize it when I first walked in, but when I took that split second to look at you, I could see it all over your face Derek,” Both boys had stopped. They were at the top of the stairs, Stiles staring at the back of Derek’s head waiting, watching for any kind of response. “The pain, the panic, the worry, the shame,” stiles continued as he stated spot on what Derek was filling. “I don’t know what’s wrong but I’m here for you Derek, as crazy as it sounds, since usually you’re threating to rip my throat out, I’m here if you need someone.”
Every time Stiles said Derek’s name Derek almost lost it, he was speechless; the way he was feeling wasn’t an acceptable filling for an alpha, and it definitely wasn’t a feeling he should be getting around Stiles. “Derek! Will you look at me? I’m trying to have a conversation with you.” Derek still didn’t turn, he knew it was to risky, Stiles would be able to read every emotion on his face. “Come on Derek,” Stiles placed his hand back on Derek’s shoulder. “You don’t have to put on the ‘I’m a big bad alpha’ façade with me. Talk to me, you know you can Derek.”
There was his name again. He couldn’t take it any longer. He needed that distraction and he needed it now before he completely lost it. Derek decided to give everything Stiles said a try. He took a deep breath and let his next couple decisions happen without over thinking them; he acted purely on his emotions and the instinct he had at that exact moment. Before he knew it, his lips were on Stiles lips; he turned around grabbed Stiles face and kissed him.
29 11 / 2013
I’m satisfied with the way my first fan fiction is going, but I’m still a little worried about posting it.
If anyone has any pointers on how to make sure my fan fic is viewer friendly it would be very much appreciated.
03 10 / 2013
I think its time for tattoo number two! ♡ I wish I was a little more artistic though, so I could sketch my own stuff.
11 9 / 2013